I know that I wanted to write everyday but things were placed in my path that were unavoidable and I couldn't find the time to blog.
My father's health took a turn and he spent some time in the hospital. If you know me, I am a daddy's girl and it really hit me hard since I am not close to where he is at. So when he gets sick and has to go into the hospital, it kills me that I can't be there. This time, both of my parents got sick and I felt so helpless because I wasn't there. What hurt more was that I had no support from a person that I thought cared about me. I was there for this person when his parent was sick and made sure that they were taken care of. I tell this person about my father and they would rather sleep then tell me it was going to be OK. Now don't get me wrong, I wasn't looking for this certain person to bend over backwards to make me feel better, but I just wanted a little more concern than what I got. I wound up leaning on a shoulder of a friend that I would have never thought would be there for me like that. But I am over it now and my father is on the track of getting better so that is what I am focusing on now.
I am going to be starting back with my trainer in February. I talked with him about what was going on with my family and he said that I needed to focus on that and then when it evens out, we will start back so that I won't lose what I have already done. I am 12lbs and 4 inches down and don't want to go backward. My next training session is on Monday the 5th so that is when I am going to start back with my diet as well. I am not really straying off it right now but I really haven't been really been watching it as close as I had. I haven't fallen to far off the wagon so it shouldn't be that hard to get right back on track.
OK, so there you have it. I am hopefully going to start back writing everyday but I am not going to promise it. I will say this, I will do my very best to keep you all informed as much as I can.
See ya later!
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